It almost feels inappropriate to clap for your account about your trials but it is an important story. You don’t participate in the great Medium victim and hardship olympics and this is a reminder that others have difficulties that are non-trivial and emotionally exhausting other than our own. We all must deal with them as best we can. I wish there were more ways to offer support for the burdons of others but they are too few.
At risk of inappropriate old jarhead humor, all things must pass. Your visits to the throne are the ultimate proof of that. You’re gonna make it and find the lotus flowers in the muck. I believe it.